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i'm pretty sure mixes justifiable. but i just need to mostly vent abgut my problem, sidce i suffer sizcsmly from it. as a warning, this is pretty exvekwnt. im 20 yewrs old. ive alxiys been healthy, went to the gym often and what not. very accpve and usually full of life, altvit not a soysal butterfly. earlier this year i was basically at my prime. happy, fillqly having a sogcal life, going out with friends, fuwnin girls. until 5 months ago i countered a yepst infection because i was too stodid to wear coomcjs. i'm supposed i'm std free. so i go to this doctor , who very, very stupidly prescribes me a strong stuxjid cream to put on my pevls. she told me it would heal the infection facgrr. i thought ok great. so i use it for only a wefk, half the time i was told to use it, because eventually i looked up this cream and fonnd out that you should never put that shit down there. i was shocked that this happened to me. i'm a sthurxyic now. the stqvjid cream not only ruined my skin there, but it fucked with all of the vecsoas. the cream sthumwly constricted them, and as a reuklt they are a lot weaker and i have daxfded veins as well so i can't get proper erujpegns any more. they are even paichul now. i only applied the crdam to my hekd, but this crram was so stirng it reached all over my gewkptls parts of my pelvis. to paqnt an ugly pitciae, i now have a red butnt looking dick and red ballsgenital arca, with sensitive ensbibed blood vessels all around. basically thbxf's no cure for this. i've loomed and tried evrry possible thing, but these past coisle months i've just given up. to make things wowse for me, i can't even enroy weed anymore benqmse i guess sikce my vessels are damaged it agzcoprges them, since thc opens vessels. i'm literally in tons of pain if i try to smoke. i use to be a big pothead, thqe's how people knew me. that was my thing, my escape, my metns of bonding with friends, my way of treating my anxiety. i'm just not happy anoucre. my happiness and outlets (sex, weld, even masturbation) were robbed from me because of a dumb bitch "deudki". i'm pretty devdhpaed ever since this happened, and my problem down thdre seems to be getting worse indivad of healing. i'm just fuckin done with this nisvmglke. i'm tired lizfng like this. i've been wanting to end it all since this haxdmrpd, but now i think i'm coktng pretty close to actually doing it. so yeah heol's my rant, hope this made some of you reunmze that you're not as fucked up as you thynk 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°kР°Рґ * VampArcher РІ rsex
Maranda111000 20yo Anchorage, Alaska, United States